I get really scared sometimes. I think maybe I’ll never be okay, maybe I don’t know what okay even is. I definitely don’t know what happiness is and I’m scared that I’ll never experience it.
You’ve been exercising portion control by making mini pancake sandwich cookies with maple syrup buttercream. Completely unrelated, your gym has suspended your membership. Actually, they’ve barred you from ever returning.
Yesterday, I ate:
Cup of coffee with whole milk and one Splenda packet.
Bowl of Special K Vanilla Almond with whole milk
One Macintosh apple
One chicken and roasted garlic 6oz sausage on a bun with two romaine lettuce leaves and yellow mustard
Life is tough. Get fit.
You can call me Caroline.
I'm about to turn 21 and I've been unhappy with the way my body looks for too long. I'm making a change today.